Sympathy Of Love

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This businessman is only my text mate since then.I only just dialed his number unintentionally because I thought it's my friend's number.Because my friend is a girl,I'm so much surprised when I heard a guy's voice without even my knowledge.Anyway I canceled the call of course! and I text him a sorry message.He replied me the first place and stuck him his text former but even then I keep on texting him because I love to text those guys who is the rugged former type in text.


Few days after,he just also lighten me and he felt sorry for his bad attitude he showed me.It's somekind that he opened his problem on me as well as his own story.


He graduated college in an effort to His own self. So much hardship he suffered when he was still at young age.Just for his studies, he experienced hawk and glean tidbits of the possible to purchase to sell those things practically destitute when his parents cannot afford to give him his needs.At the age of 16 after he graduated in high school, he deceived his age to employ to work.He accepted to work as a utility and a messenger in a company that right now is among the top 100 and included in the corporation.

Work, school, and rest he suffered in college.And for the diligence and perseverance, he graduated college in Business and management courses.He was a bread winner of four siblings.And by His help, His brothers and sisters are all graduates in college but the worst thing is that, the youngest is the first one who got married
and her brother are still taking prohibited drugs.The only thing he did was to pray and pray and accept those consequences.He never thought his own sake but all he think was the sake of his brothers and sisters.He even sacrificed his own self for those things.

He encountered a woman who bites his heart but he failed.When he was not yet really been successful in life,the family of the woman he loved was rejected him and never accept him in the first place.Because of failed love, poured out and he just spent all His time and effort for his business.

It was all about to end there contract in Antipolo market.His started business the pet shop was flamed out.Specifically discussed can burn for the management of insurance claimed.The new masinag market was built in Antipolo.He never lose hopes.He again started his business in selling pavement sidewalk vendor under the heat of the sun that the investment is only five thousand and a prayers.After five years, his business grew.He began to build a grocery store first and that he now has five stores to manage.Again,after five years the five K become five M investments has been.Then he told me""ganun kabait si GOD!totoo lahat bebe ko basta may kasamang sikap ang sipag dagdagan pa ng agap at tiyaga wagi ka anak".!


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He has a wife and three children.He is now at the middle of 30's.Not yet completed his problems and hardships suffered.His wife left him together with his younger daughter because the only purpose of this women is for being successful in life.When he got to be sought,this woman left him and built her own business.And now,so much pain and loneliness he suffered especially to his younger daughter.Another thing is, when his three children were born,He unrighteousness provided all they wanted even its not so valuable just for being pampered.The outcome, so much pain and misery that is why I completely understand him.

When he know me and I came to His life,he said:"Bebe another blessing you are to me even though I don't know you yet I felt that I Have a good charm to be saved in my mobile phone and laptop and I will treasure forever a Mae like you".
Actually, he treats me as His daughter at first but then he told me not just that he treats me like His daughter but closed to His heart Nearby maybe because of my advices had given.And I remember this words from him,"di pantay ang lahat bebe ko may mang iiwan at may luluha"!.yes!I strongly agree with him.When he was loved before, he mistreated simply because of poverty so he strive.And now that he successfully achieved his dreams become a professional big time businessman,He again tried to loved in the second time,but the woman's desire is only for a wealth.Its a cruelty to his fate and fail to love.

So here me,continues hoping and praying for him back in his normal life. Once when he was sad,He will call me.I am always his grid and draw his dissatisfaction.He says" I am the hero of my children but when I knew you I also depend on you.Bebe you are the source of light in my life again".

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As he is facing the struggles and challenges of a his life, he never lost hopes to unwanted.He is still in his emotional states every time he remember all of his misery in life.He always says,"it's hurt and it only brings me sadness if I would still continue thinking for it.I can do everything and keep holding on because my Bebe is there continues to support me in everything and strengthens within me".

Now that I know everything is okay with him,I see myself in difficulty feeling and confusion.A problem on what to do to tell him that my feeling for him is not love.It is only with compassion and concern because he suffered disappointment in love.Otherwise he never failed in life and in his dreams,love caused her bereavement.His life goes on as facing the reality, love was the reason to stay alive and spirited his dream.That love is reason for him to stay alive in the world and be successful further its business and care of his children.As communication and takes our commitment to each other,furthermore he falls inlove with me.He was inspired in everything everytime we're texting and everytime he call me And I feel it. He has a great changes now compared in the first went back I know about him especially when talking to him on phone.He is always begging me not to leave him because when I do it forthwith dissolve his life and his dream.

One morning when he text me,I never replied him back even to answer his call just for a trial.I just really want to know if he was telling me sincerely and true to his feeling.My phone beep very truly flooded of a text and missed calls.I also can't resist not to talk to him.I began to answer one of his call but I disguised my voice still he perceived my voice.He just said "isa-isip ko nalang na kapag mawala ka na at hindi na magparamdam,,at kapag mangyari ang lahat ng iyon wala na rin ang bebe ko ko na minsan pinag malasakitan ako at napamahal na sa akin ng totoo na para lang ding panaginip at sa nobela lang mababasa upang lumigaya".Suddenly I was touch and dominated the mercy especially when he said "Bebe ko kusang naukit ka na sa puso ng papa,hindi ko man sinadya ang katotohanan ang manghusga,bakit paulit-ulit ko pa rin tinatanong sa sarili ko at kay LORD bakit ka dumating sa buhay ko?".

Now I know how difficult that might be the solution and the consequences of all sorts of this love.I don't think if my feelings is love or a sympathy.!Yes! I admit I love him then but I'm confused!I know it was wrong to love him because somebody owns my heart and there will be vulnerable.
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